Wednesday, November 24, 2010

i'm going back home...yeay!

yeay2!! esok balik rumah..beshnye!!
mak, sabar ok..anak mak balik esok..^^)
mai taw mak da xsabar da...
mai da janji nak cerita banyak benda, nak tunjuk banyak benda..
mak nilai ok?? :) 
n kita boleh pegi shopping..
mak jgn risau psl time,because i'm rarely on9 now,,
DAN
kepada kawan2 yang da janji nk belanja tuh...
mai da balik...hehehe xmalunye!!
ada yg janji kfc, starbucks...
ada 4 hari ok utk tunaikn janji..
ahaks!
u all dun worry now...
i'm very free everyday...
xde apa yang nk dikejarkn..
kejar laptop especially..
like b4, biar xde hp,jgn xde laptop...kihkihkih
now mai da try kurangkan ketagihan pada laptop...
see u all, ok!
bye bye

Things that i don't understand

    • Why people cheat when they’re happy in their relationship.
    • Why people lie.
    • Why is society so fucked up.
    • Why people come back running to you when you’re done chasing them.
    • Why guys always go for the pretty girl with the crap personality, rather than the still pretty girl with the good personality.
    • And mostly, life.
Tuesday, November 23, 2010

5th vital sign- PAIN


What is pain?
first love

What triggers pain?
memories

What can heal pain?
time

What is the initial sign of pain?
tears

What is the primary defense mechanism of pain?
denial

What is primary stressor of pain?
theme song

What is history of pain?
break up

How can you remove pain?
let go

How can you forget pain?
move on

Why do we experience pain?
because we have a heart that loves
Sunday, November 21, 2010

Why I Rather Have a Best GUY Friend...

  • No drama
  • They wouldn't spread my secrets.
  • They treat me as a sister.
  • They protect me.
  • They can intro me their friends.
  • They don't hit on the guys I find hot / cute...
  • They are good listener.
  • They give good advice.
       p/s --> to zaid, ayie, dzuhri, khamarul...thanx a lot guys!!
       
      ZAID - thanx coz ko salu dgr ak bebel2, xpuas hati...ko pon
                   layan jela kan..:)
      AYIE - thanx coz ko salu jujur...point no 4 tuh, ko lar..sume 
                   kwn ko kenalkan..
     DZUHRI & KHAMARUL - korg bdua mmg best...^peace^
Saturday, November 20, 2010

HaTi...

Dear blog,
apa salah mai ek..
org buat mcm tuh,org buat mcmnie
pd mai,mcmne org kt sne, cmtula mai kt snie...
tp knp mai boleh...
hurm..tringat kat mak
btol mak ckp,stiap org tuh berbeza..
n manusia boleh berubah..
skrg bkn mcm dulu lg kan mak
dulu time kecik2,
kita boleh maen2 dgn kwn2,lelaki dan perempuan,
tnpa rse hasad,..sgt ikhlas...
janji dpt maen...
tp skrg neh da laen..
bila makin besar..semakin kurg keikhlasan tuh...
baek dr sape pun..
tmasuk mai
bila kite wat sumting,,,kite mgharapkn sesuatu jugak...

janji dulu2 time kecik2..pkai jari je..


tapi boleh bwak persahabatan tuh smpi besar..

tapi janji zaman skrg da advance
xmcm zaman mak dulu2 kan?
jnji skrg pakai hati yg belum tntu ikhlas,n pki cincin..
lar mcm maen kawen2 time kecik2 dulu..tunang suke2..beshnye saat dulu2..:)
janji dulu2 xkira apepun, xde sebab n alasan..
 tetap utuh..

"adik P : awak janji taw,awk dgn kita..awk xkeysa kita mcmni?
    adik L: kita janji, kita sayang awk,,,kita lg suke awk cmtuh..."

tapi janji sekarang..kena ikot peredaran zaman..
bezanya dulu dan sekarang..
kalau dulu xkeysa n suke..
sekarang belom tentu...
mai,berdiri di bumi nyata...
mai bukan di alam fantasi kanak2 lg...
~TAMAT~
Friday, November 19, 2010

mai..be strong!!

"BILA KITA MEMBAHAGIAKAN ORANG, 
            KITA LUPA HATI SENDIRI TERLUKA..."
Thursday, November 18, 2010

happy 20th birthday sayang...

4 hari lepas, yap dapat suprise dr mai..
nk update blog smkin xsempat skrg neh..haish
yap dpt suprise pon slps 4 hri besday..
sbbnye kak rai yg btggungjawab wat cupcake tuh..
dah full tempahannye..
so..besday yap 10hb november...
14hb bru dpt suprise...
sah2la dye tekejut..
kihkihkih...
yela..cmne mai kat malaysia, leyh hntr surprise smpi ke russia...
thanx to kak rai...
tlg mai wpon mcm2 jadi...
inila hasil kerja kak rai..excellent!!
yap ckp sedap sgt..n cute sgt3..
xsampai hati dye nak mkn...
hihihi




pic ni credit to kak rai 

kalau sape2 yang nak tempah kek o cupcake,
click kt bawah neh...

untuk b..
ayg suke dapat tengok b happy sgt3..
n happy birthday..
i love u sho much...
:)


Wednesday, October 27, 2010

sweet time


ok..meh kite ingat2 balik kenangan dulu2...
hurm
gambar neh waktu dekat TGI Friday...
makan2, sembang2,gadoh2...
tp kami boleh senyum,,,
bila saya geram,
atau 
bila saya rasa macam nak kalah...
saya jelirla lidah kat DIA...
means saya menang...(:
bestkan time neh?
bestnye kalau hidup neh,
ada play,
rewind,
stop,
and forward...




BIG2 GIRL, BIG2 WORLD

I don't know what i want, so don't ask me...

Cause i'm still trying to figure it out...

Don't know whats down this road, I'm just walking...

Trying to see through the rain coming down...

Even though i'm not the only one, who feels the way i do...

I'm alone, on my own, and that's all i know...

I'll be strong, I'll be wrong...BUT life goes on...

I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in this world...
Tuesday, October 26, 2010

perbezaan VS persamaan

Perbezaan antara

"Menyukai"
"Mengasihi" &
"Mencintai"

Adalah sama dengan

"untuk sekarang"
"untuk seketika" &
"untuk selamanya"
Monday, October 25, 2010

Remember the girl...



Remember the girl that meant everything? 
Remember the girl that put up with all your shit? 
Remember the girl that stayed with you all night on the phone just listening to you? 
Remember the girl that gave up her own time just to spend it with you?
 Remember the girl you promised forever to? 
Remember the girl that tried her best to make you happy? 
Remember the girl that forgot your lies and forgave you every single time? 
Now look at her. 
You’re the only thing she ever thinks about. 
She’s forcing back her tears.
 Her smile is fake and really holds no meaning.
 Everyday she’s struggling to keep up her act.
 Look at what you’ve done.
 Oh no,. you didn’t break her, you completely destroyed her.
Saturday, October 23, 2010
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Saturday, October 9, 2010

081010

argh!! letihnye hrini...
hrini hri pernikahan kakak sy yg second...
pnat mmg penat...cls habis kol 4..
kakak pulak tunang 4.30..
so sy tlepas momen2 ptunangan drg...sdeyhnye
so hbis je class, saya n nisa trus cabut...
tahan2 teksi..
kami pon ckp lrt taman jaya uncle...
jalan2 n jalan2..nmpk mcm pelik jalannye..xmcm salu...
smpi2, kami kt asia jaya...
xpela uncle, kami phm uncle da tua..hearing prob kot..^wink^
so,naek lrt,naek komuter..smpila kt umah,,,
kami pon mkn,sbb da kebulur smpi xde tahap da..
then mandi2,,cyap2 utk mjlis nikah pulak...
so smpi mase tok kadi dtg..
alamak abg daus...3X akad tuh..nervous kot..hehe
tok kadi tuh ckp "aku nikahkn dikau..."
abg daus saye ni jwb "saya terima nikah.."
tok kadi tuh xmaw..nak aku jugak...
p/s    tok kadi kena lar phm, abg ipar sy neh lmah lembut sopan santun taw..ngehehe
(pic2 pernikahan --next post ye..)

Friday, October 8, 2010
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
Why we gotta argue? 
Why we gotta fight? 
I just wanna love you... 
I wanna make it right...
 It’s like we both forgot what we were fighting for...
So tell me why are we at war?
Saturday, September 25, 2010

happy anniversary...2 years and 2 months (:

b, thanx for the poem...



 If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.
Thursday, September 23, 2010

cinta pandang pertama...??


status : berbunga-bunga

semalam,neh lar status dekat ym nisa...
saya pon pelik,ape yg bbunga2,.

        me : nisa,ape yg bbunga-bunga??

        NISA : bbunga-bunga lar,ada org ckp suke kat kite...(blushing2 cik nisa jawab) (:

        me : owh yeke.sape? muiz ke? (muiz neh skandal yg ke 15 kot??)hehehe

        NISA : bukan, neh budak area nisa...dia dtg raya umah..
         first time tengok dia,nisa da bkenan...

nak dijadikan cerita...sama2 berkenan rupenye...perkembangan baek neh,sejak dia mereject abg philipine, ..hehehe,,jgn mara cik nisa

CINTA PANDANG PERTAMA..??


 


Wednesday, September 22, 2010

tolonglah paham

kalaula saya boleh jerit camni bila saya...
bengang
marah
kecewa
saya tension!

BILA saya...saya RINDU kat dia...

BILA saya terus menerus xleyh lupe ingatkan dia...


BILA saya tunggu dia online, atau tunggu dia call saya, atau tunggu dia sms saya...


BILA saya lihat sesuatu dan itu buatkan saya ingat kat dia...


BILA saya cakap banyak2 pasal dia pada kawan2...


BILA saya start baca balik sume message2, atau saya putar balik momen2 indah dengan dia...


BILA saya sedar,setiap kali keluar,saya bharap dapat btembung dengan dia,(tp mcm xmungkin je,diakn kt Rusia)


BILA saya berharap untuk  dapat sembang malam2,mcm kami selalu buat bila dia kt Malaysia..


BILA saya rase nak pelok dia,dan bsama2 lagi...


BILA saya dengar lagu, dan saya cakap dalam hati.."neh lagu kite"...


BILA saya pergi tempat tinggi dan saya ingat balik apa terjadi antara kami...


BILA saya teringatkn dia bila saya nak tido...


BARU SAYA TAU SAYA RINDU KAT DIA....
Monday, September 20, 2010

love till the end of life...

  • Girl: Slow down, I'm scared.
  • Boy: No this is fun.
  • Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary.
  • Boy: Then tell me you love me.
  • Girl: Fine, I love you. Now slow down!
  • Boy: Now give me a hug.
  • Girl: *gives boy hug*
  • Boy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It's bugging me.
  • Girl: Alright, now slow down.
  • Boy: I love you, babe.
  • Girl: I love you too. Just slow down, PLEASE!
  • (In the paper the next day)
  • A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of a brake failure. 2 people were on it, but only 1 had survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug 1 last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.
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