Letting Go...

Its a lot harder than it seems. 

You talk all day, everyday. 

You fall asleep on the phone together. 

You wake up to good morning texts. 

You think about them every second you’re awake then when you’re asleep, you dream about them.       You spend time with them whether it’s in person or not. 

They soon become a part of your everyday life and you get used to it… 

Then all of a sudden, they leave. 

Most of the time once they’re gone, they’re gone for good.

 Meaning, no more late night calls, no more cute text messages (actually no texts at all), no more ’ i love you ’ ‘babe ‘ all of that. 

The first few days you will want to call, text, send them an ask, IM, really do everything just to talk to them and restore what’s “normal”. 

But, as much as you try, things don’t change. 

The hardest part is letting go. 

You check their tumblr and facebook often just to see what they’re doing and also to see if they have someone new. 

This person that was once your everything is now just a memory.

 A memory that you replay over and over again in your head. 

You spend nights reminiscing in the said words, shared laughs, the kisses, all the good things that went on during the time you two were together.

 Letting go can take weeks, months, even years. 

Remember that this was just a fragment of time, a memory that will someday fade. 

From now until forever...

I know sometimes life is difficult and I know sometimes our paths seems unclear. I know sometimes it seems as if God doesn’t hear, but when I stop and think for a few seconds and I realize you are by my side, I then understand that God not only hears but he also cares. You are the best gift someone could ever have and I just feel lucky just to be able to love you and to have you love me back. There’s so many words and so many thoughts, so many feelings that I just can’t find the way to proof how big they are. I wish you could jump inside my body, so you can physically see the space you have in my heart. Then maybe you could understand that I wouldn’t mind loving and caring for you every day and night, from now until forever. <3